on the eve of the fifty anniversary I only remembered of, of Allen Ginsberg's poem 'America', a lousy roughed out homage

Italy I won't apologize for writing you in english since italian is not serious enough for you,
not that i want to be serious about it,
but i want you to take me seriously, how about that
Italy sixty five euros January 17, 2006,
the buds are on the orchid branches, sparrows and blackbirds flock to my terrace for our seeds,
every neighbour hates his neighbour,
and i don't really want to get out, or make you out
Italy it's been months without rain, every sponge is dry and the dust embroiders the pargets
Italy, yes i may be imitating Ginsberg right now, what do you care anyway. It's not the anniversary of his death, only of his verse,

and your newspapers have other asses to disclose,
so get on with that, Italy, whip up your crew of drudging pros, tell 'em the few times i mistook for serious their excuses of jobs,
Italy i used to find you attractive.
Italy all the bad signs are here now.
Like the fact that i, who could have been the most talented of all, dropped it all not as withdrawal,
more like carving up a window off in the cave,
and pulled it off
friends and foes tumbled down at your altar and left,
Italy, I gave back the enviable all-inclusive occupation with mafia support, PhD in mafia,
time wasted behind the magic awning of the rewarding crime you had prepared for me,
you called it 'a fine job', no thanks,

Italy, i won't use the clouds you had picked for me, as the briefings, your cool web design, ticket restaurants, convenient politcal oral sex,
as the envy, as there's nothing I can do for the trees, pilot projects, sex in the office,
as the teams, temporary job, the clubs, as all the frustrated faces who love to repeat 'I don't need this in my life right now',
may this phrase be cursed forver
Italy will you just try to listen for once. Get off the chat line for a while, even if that makes you less friendly or sexy, I lost contact with you because i don't have a TV,
on the other hand, TV was eating my dreams away, you called from the grave, what can I do to make it up to you? Won't you tell me of the shows I missed? Are the oligarchs really smiling at me?
'cause praetorians aren't

Italy, of course i don't have any answers, not even advices, and i don't really care for my friends, i am writing you this poem only to have a little talk,
how about that
Oh Italy, now that you're electoral again i wish the word communism was banned from your vocabulary forever, as the word family, both your best lies
Italy bad signs are here, but you keep asking for the good ones, and I happen to know two of them,
you're senile, your children are sterile,
hope you enjoyed the rhyme, how about that